Surviving the Next Two Days

The next two days are going to be rough for me. Today is the funeral for my 29 year old cousin who passed away late last week. The suddenness of his death coupled with his young age really hits me hard. Then tomorrow I have an appointment with my psychiatrist that I have not been to in a couple years. The anxiety I have over both events is incredible. I experience anxiety every single day, to a degree that is at times debilitating, but adding these stressful events onto my agenda certainly makes it more difficult for me. Luckily I will have my incredible wife right by my side through it all. I don’t know how she puts up with me sometimes, I am very lucky to have an understanding and unconditionally loving wife. Continue reading